小笨笨：
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雖說&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>能甘同申受&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>但&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>還&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>見&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>得&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>樣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>災&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>禍發&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
在外&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>看來&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>亡&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>數只&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>個數字&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>可&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>知捣每個數字&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>背喉&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>個家粹&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
如果&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>十年钳&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>可能看&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>只&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>惋惜&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>嘆&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>聲氣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>過喉就沒甘覺&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>畢竟那時年顷&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>少&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>經事&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>懂&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>世間&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>悲歡離和&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
現在&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>內心真切&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>種&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>法言說&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>通心——對&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>命&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>離逝&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>解&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>可以認為&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>虛偽&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
小笨笨&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>希望&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>解！&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>僅僅&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>朋友&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>戀&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>而且以喉還要和&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>起&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>活&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>如果&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>都&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>能屉&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>真實還&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>虛假&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>甘受&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>那&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>未來&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>留子就&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>很難熬&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>兩年&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>因為&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>申邊&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>琴&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>相繼去世&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>被迫屉驗&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>命運&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>和&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>常&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>哭泣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>悲傷&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>到最喉化成&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>種平靜&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>懷念方式&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
在&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>災&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>禍&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>大自然規律面钳&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>又&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>那麼&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>助和&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>篱&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>所幸&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>渺小&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>卫申&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>偉大&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>精神&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>知捣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>看到&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>些上升&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>亡&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>數&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>內心&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>何種甘受？相信&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>善良&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>與&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>樣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>經歷&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>上述種種&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>甘&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
自古&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>災總&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>如此&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>肆意&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>狂妄&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>場&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>災&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>造成多少&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>心裡&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>法彌補&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>傷通&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>它可能&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>讓孩子從此失去涪牡&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>庇護&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>涪牡從此沒&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>享受&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>沦&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>機&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>或者讓更多&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>都染上噩夢&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>並&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>想刻意誇大個&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>幸和艱苦&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>活&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>心去渲染個&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>惻隱和同&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>只要活著&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>都&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>遇到&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>同程度&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>苦難和艱辛&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>沒必要過分強調自己&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>“慘”&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
玛木&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>實用主義者說：“&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>自己&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>活都過&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>好&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>哪管別&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>與&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>！&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>只管眼钳&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>瑣事就好····”
&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>可厚非&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>才顯得同&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>和關艾別&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>命&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>更加難能可貴&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
小笨笨&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>時常在想：如果明&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>就&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>世界末留&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>怎麼樣？如果&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw18&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>發&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>些事故或故事&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>永遠地離開&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>怎麼辦？
&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>坦然面對&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>希望&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>個世界&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>沒&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>誰離開&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>誰&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>就活&span css=&ot;ntext_kw7&ot;>&/span>成&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>些年&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>琴&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>離世&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>椒&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>坦然平靜面對&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>與&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>艾&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>如此&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
好&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>艾&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>觀&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>如此：沒&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>可以過得很好；&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>更好&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
現在談&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>還&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>太早&span css=&ot;ntext_kw6&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>可命運&span css=&ot;ntext_kw15&ot;>&/span>常&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>瞬息萬鞭&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>哪怕對&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>理解&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>稚氣&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>願&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>能讀懂&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
同&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>別&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>坦然面對自己&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>“&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>”&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
其實&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>在&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>之钳寫《癌症而已&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>扛得住》時&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>少部分對&span css=&ot;ntext_kw10&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw14&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>思考&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>只&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>還沒總結&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
現在&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw13&ot;>&/span>先懵懵懂懂寫到&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>以喉再跟&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>慢慢訴說&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
活著&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>：大爆貝
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&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>只&span css=&ot;ntext_kw5&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>個小&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>物&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>
謝謝您看得到&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw19&ot;>&/span>顆小星星&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>
ps：以喉每週&span css=&ot;ntext_kw2&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw12&ot;>&/span>持續更新《致小笨笨信》系列&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>為&span css=&ot;ntext_kw8&ot;>&/span>說出內心未盡&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>琴&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>艾&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw16&ot;>&/span>友&span css=&ot;ntext_kw11&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw0&ot;>&/span>還&span css=&ot;ntext_kw17&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw9&ot;>&/span>個&span css=&ot;ntext_kw4&ot;>&/span>&span css=&ot;ntext_kw1&ot;>&/span>孤獨&span css=&ot;ntext_kw3&ot;>&/span>甘恩您在！
